so much to say, so little time.

if this is the last thing I write, goodbye.
if not, see you in a few months.

untitled.

I have been all out of ideas lately.

Maybe its just the lack of time.
Maybe its the mind sapping PHBs i've been putting up with. The one that says, "If it wasnt so difficult, why do you have to do it?". Or the one that sends me away saying "heh heh heh,enjoy being married?". Damn S&M toads.

I have a good family. I have a good g/f. Why does the rest of life have to be so shitty?
Its still a better life than a lot of us have.

Wish you the best in life, my readers.

Second landfall - 6 months

It does not get any easier.
After a lifetime of theorizing , i guess that arguments are inevitable.

the sooner a guy accepts that he WILL goof up , and that it always ISNT his fault. and that he shouldnt blame the girl, rather , try to work around the circumstance that caused the girl to be all weepy and hurt.

some of the inevitable facts of together-life. (atleast for the girl i'm with for the next 90 odd years)

- she will NEVER forget.
- guy should NEVER forget the anniversaries - where we first met, what we first ate, what she wore first, birthdays etc.
- dont yell at her, EVER.
- when you feel like yelling, just shut up and pinch your lips shut.
- dont tell ANYONE (blog included) about all the personal things in life - that includes *almost* everything (99.99999999999999999999% of things are personal)

- Be a responsible guy, she wont take a lazy bum.
- if she has to keep reminding you for everything, you arent responsible.
- dont sit back and let her do ALL the housework.
- call up her parents ever-so-often, they're your parents too, now.

its a work in progress, this list. I'm learning all the above, and its wrong to believe that "women force men into their line of thinking" ...

I would call it "being aligned together, mentally".

First Landfall, 3 months

Well, the answer is No.

Made her cry about as many times.

I really should give this relationship thing more work , and stop acting like a 3 year old kid.

Money where my mouth is

After all this time, i have time to blog.
Its not because of any lack of thought. Its because i finally got a girl.
Now i have to *PROVE* that Im a different sort of guy and not the run-of-the-mill jerk.

hmm.

Another year, another day

Its 2009.

Woohoo. Life goes on as usual. Nothing much has changed really.

Sometimes there are so many decisions to make it gives me a headache.

There's already cracks showing, in the new paint. The more we think things changed, they're really the same.

I want friends, but I am scared to be one, because they laugh and walk away saying "did you REALLY think we'd like a Freak like YOU?"

But that's me.

Whoever you are , wherever you are, I hope you have a good year. One that makes you happy to be yourself.