its beastly hot.
it was horribly cold.

serves me right .
for letting those morons cut down the trees and level the green fields so that they could earn more money.

dratted emotions

i dont want to be ; but it appears i am.
besotted with the fact that i am unmarried.

call it peer pressure or the fact that all the nice girls i know are getting married one after another.

i just dont feel right. i just dont fit.

i want to and yet i dont want to. but im confused and unsure and scared.
and there's no answers. only the hollow question.

emotional charge

why do guys have to go after many girls at a time?

it is the law of statistical averages - especially if the guy in question is not
1. a filthy rich brat
2. poor but dazzlingly suave and great looking.

chances are the girls WILL put you off by saying "i dont get the spark from you" (what am i, an electrical transformer?) , "i'd be pleased if you did ask me but i dont feel the attraction" (now im a electrical transformer SUPERMAGNET?)

of all the shit things to say.
honestly, the worst has to be "ohh you're so nice, im sure the girl who finds you will be super lucky"(oh yeah? why dont you just say "sorry no change, move on!")

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i dont want your pity, all i want is your company, devotion, love, understanding, for the rest of my life.

and i shall return it all , ten times over.

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